Fuck my life I miss my love so much right now.
You were right Bryce. You have become the new Andy..I miss you and I just want you in my life, but I never have the strength to look you in the eyes or start a conversation. I don’t even have the guts to look at your Facebook or Tumblr because I don’t want to see you happy, but you are happy and that’s the truth and I need to understand the truth. It has been since January and I need to stop being such a naive teenage. Grow up, Kendall.
My friend Casey and I are talking about guys eyes. She brought up how much she loved green eyes and I love them too..just because you had them. I can’t take memories. Goodnight..
It has been eight months since you left me and I still miss you so much. I am just so damn lonely and my heart doesn’t want to give up on you even though it has to. When the fuck will I ever be emotionally stable for a relationship again? School will be starting soon and I will be seeing you every day which will make me more depressed. I hate my lonely life.
When I’m alone time goes so slow. I need you here with me. And how my mistakes have made your heart break. Still I need you here with me.
Baby, I’m here.